something has shifted. i've felt it in the last week or so. glimpses of goodness. moments of deep to the bone happiness. energy. motivation. patience. the fog has lifted, ever so slightly. i no longer feel like i'm dragging myself through each day. i'm doing more than just surviving. it's a convergence of things. a first birthday. some clean eating. a little bit of sleep. i'm coming up for air. i'm noticing the beauty in the world again. i'm starting to feel like me.